I get gut feelings about a lot of things. When I was younger I always trusted them but as I grew up I started thinking these feelings were silly and misguided.
I also used to be way more positive when Iw as younger and used to constantly tell myself “things happen for a reason”. Well, that’s easy to say when you are 16 but a little harder when you are an adult who has suffered severe disappointment.
But yesterday was a good day. I started to see the light at the end of the tunnel and the light said “go with your gut and things happen for a reason”. Ok, the light didn’t actually say that but it felt like it and it made me realize the beliefs I had when I was 16 are valid. Just because I’m not an expert in a certain field doesn’t mean if I have a gut feeling about something I should ignore it and I really do believe things happen for a reason. I still don’t know what the reason is for all the stuff we have endured this year, but I do feel it’s slowly getting better. Hopefully, I will have some good news soon!