I’ve never had a clean apartment but I have always been obsessed with having one.
It stresses me out that my apartment is a mess but I honestly have no time to clean it. I am opening up a comedy club, raising a daughter, writing a blog, being a wife, a mother, and trying not to go crazy. When I have free time… HA! I have no free time.
I tell myself that I don’t have to have a clean apartment but I do have to open up a comedy club. Eventually, my daughter will be in full day school so it will be easier to keep things clean. I should just accept that my life is crazy at this moment but I can’t. I want to have my busy exciting life and have a clean apartment.
When my daughter goes on playdates many of the apartments are spotless because these families have maids. I know this but I still beat myself up and compare my apartment to these apartments. I can’t afford a maid so it’s unrealistic for me to expect my apartment to be as clean as one that is consistently professionally cleaned but I can’t help myself. I want a magic fairy to come and clean my apartment up for FREE! Why can’t this happen.
So besides opening up a comedy club one of my new goals is to not care if my place is a mess. I really think I need to cut myself some slack but I don’t know if I will be able to…. any tips? Can you relate?